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Cruz Makes His Grasstrack Debut

For the racing wife who thought she'd mastered watching one Harris head towards a start line… only to discover watching a much smaller pair of boots was so much harder.

There are moments in life that quietly change your story forever.

At the time, you don't always realise you're living them. They feel like another busy weekend, another date in the diary, another family day out. It's only when you look back that you realise those ordinary moments were actually the beginning of something extraordinary.

I have a feeling this is one of those moments.

For those of you who know me, you'll know I can't even watch Cruz do a mascot lap.

Honestly, every time he's due to go out at King's Lynn or another track, you'll usually find me hiding behind the air fence. I know exactly where he is. I know he knows what he's doing. I know Chris is with him, yet somehow I still can't bring myself to watch.

People laugh at me, and to be fair, I probably deserve it. After so many years watching Chris, you'd think I'd be used to all this by now.

Apparently not.

So when people asked whether I went to watch Cruz's first grasstrack meeting, the answer was always going to be no.

But before I tell you about that day, I need to rewind a few years, because this story didn't begin at Round 2 of the FGA.

It began with a tiny little boy whose helmet looked far too big for him.

Some of you might remember one of the little videos from Peterborough. Cruz was just three years old, riding demo laps around the track on his little Revvi. His helmet practically swallowed him whole and he was proudly wearing his mini Team GB replica kevlar. Halfway round, he stopped, turned towards the crowd and gave everyone a wave as if he'd been doing it all his life.

It melted hearts.

At the time, it was simply a lovely moment. A little boy completely captivated by the noise, the atmosphere and everything that came with being at a speedway meeting.

Looking back now, I wonder if we were watching the first chapter of this story without even realising it.

If you've followed Love Life & Kevlars for a while, you'll know Cruz has been obsessed with bikes since before he could walk. It was almost inevitable really. When your dad has spent more than thirty years racing, bikes become part of everyday life.

A workshop full of speedway bikes.

Race kevlars hanging up to dry.

Vans permanently being packed and unpacked.

The smell of methanol and the sound of engines firing into life.

To Cruz, none of it has ever seemed unusual. That's just home.

After almost two years of demo laps around tracks across the country, Cruz became the youngest-ever signing as King’s Lynn Stars mascot at just four years old. He later became Glasgow Tigers' mascot too—or, as he proudly tells everyone, their "Number 8."

What followed was a collection of memories we'll never forget.

Watching him wander around pit bays, stand on centre greens, chat to riders, watch mechanics at work and soak up every second of the sport he already loved.

Somewhere along the way, people seemed to take him to their hearts too.

Many of you will remember the Glasgow Apprentice reveal video. We certainly weren't expecting the reaction it received. The comments, messages and kindness from so many people were overwhelming.

I think that's when it dawned on us that people weren't just following Chris's journey anymore. Many of you had started following Cruz's too.

As he got older, bikes became less about pretending and more about learning.

He'd already ridden in a few Revvi demo races and, if I'm honest, he surprised both Chris and me. Even at four years old, he showed determination, awareness and little flashes of race craft that made us quietly look at each other and smile.

Without us even realising it, Cruz had spent years watching riders prepare, watching starts, watching life in the pits and, most of all, watching his dad.

People often assume Chris couldn't wait to get Cruz racing. The truth usually surprises them.

If anything, Chris was the one applying the brakes.

There was something else too. Whether we liked it or not, Cruz was always going to arrive carrying a surname people already knew.

Around speedway and grasstrack, Harris isn't just our family name. It comes with history, achievements and, inevitably, expectations.

People naturally compare. They wonder whether he'll be as quick, whether he'll follow the same path, whether he'll become "another Bomber."

The truth is neither Chris nor I have ever wanted that pressure for him.

We simply want him to enjoy riding his bike. Everything else is a bonus.

The world sees Chris as a multiple British Champion, a World Champion and a European Champion.

Cruz just sees Dad.

Chris also knew something that only thirty-plus years in the sport can teach you: you don't simply put a child on a bike, point them towards a start tape and hope for the best.

There's so much more to becoming a racer than learning to ride fast.

Long before Cruz ever lined up for his first race, Chris wanted him to understand the things people don't always see—the flags, awareness, respect for other riders, respect for the bike, respect for the track and, above all else, respect for the sport.

The speed would come when the foundations were there.

Children don't always do what you tell them, but they are always watching.

Looking back now, all those evenings after work, all those weekends in muddy fields, every practice day and every "just one more lap" suddenly made perfect sense.

Chris wasn't simply teaching Cruz how to ride a bike.

He was teaching him how to become a racer.

And there's something rather lovely about that.

Like so many riders before him, Chris's own journey began on the grasstrack. He made his competitive debut at just eight years old, never imagining where that path would eventually take him.

Fast forward almost thirty years and, somehow, Cruz has reached this milestone two years earlier than his dad.

Funny how life comes full circle.

In January, Cruz turned six and the question we'd heard for what felt like forever suddenly became impossible to avoid.

"Dad... when can I race grasstrack?"

The answer never changed.

"When you're six."

Now he was.

Before we'd really had chance to think about it too much, Round 2 of the FGA had arrived. We missed Round 1 because of other commitments, and suddenly the moment was here.

We weren't chasing trophies or expecting podiums. In truth, we already knew what we were up against.

With his MXR out of action and Revvis not permitted under the regulations, Cruz would be riding his little 900-watt Oset—the only bike available at short notice.

Most of the other children were riding machines producing significantly more power, some up to 1800 watts. Before the tapes had even gone up, we knew we'd be giving away a huge advantage.

But that was never the point.

The only thing Chris and I wanted to know was whether our little boy loved racing as much as we'd always believed he would.

From everything Chris told me afterwards, practice went pretty much as we'd expected.

Every time Cruz came back into the pits, it was the same.

"I'm not fast enough."

Bless him.

Even at six years old, he knew.

It wasn't that he wasn't trying or enjoying himself. He could simply feel that his little Oset didn't have the same power as the bikes disappearing into the distance.

Those four little words hit harder than I expected. If I'm honest, as parents we felt awful. We knew before they even unloaded the bike that the odds were stacked against him.

Part of us questioned whether we'd done the right thing. Had we asked too much of him?

At the time, hearing "I'm not fast enough" broke our hearts.

Even now, I’d make exactly the same decision again.

That meeting was never about proving how fast he was. It was about discovering whether Cruz loved racing enough to keep going when things weren't easy.

And that lesson was worth far more than any trophy we could have taken home that day.

Chris couldn't magically make the bike any faster. There wasn't another 600 watts hidden in the back of the van and there certainly wasn't a magic button to press.

That didn't stop him trying.

Every setting on the Oset was turned up to the maximum. If there was one last bit of performance left to find, Chris found it.

After that, it was over to Cruz.

Watching the videos later, I couldn't help but smile.

Those starts... honestly, where did they come from?

For a split second he was right there with everyone else before the extra power simply carried the other bikes away down the straight.

Sorry Chris... I don't think he inherited those gating abilities from you!

The speed wasn't there, but almost everything else was.

He listened. He looked. He thought about what he was doing.

He rode sensibly, wasn't frightened and certainly wasn't intimidated.

Most importantly, every single time he came back into the pits, he wanted to go straight back out again.

If you'd asked Chris before the meeting what success looked like, I honestly don't think he'd have mentioned results once.

He wanted to see awareness, respect, good decisions and confidence.

Everything he'd spent years quietly teaching in muddy fields and on practice days.

And that's exactly what he got.

The trophies could wait.

The podiums could wait.

The faster bike could wait.

Because that afternoon, something far more important happened.

A little boy who'd spent years dreaming about racing discovered that he absolutely loved it.

Whilst Chris was at the track watching our little boy take his first steps into racing, I was exactly where everyone expected me to be.

At home.

Little did I know that while Chris and Cruz were answering one question at the track, I was about to spend the entire day asking myself a hundred more.

People have asked me since whether I regret not going.

The honest answer?

Not for a second.

I know myself well enough to know I simply couldn't have done it.

Watching Chris race has become part of our normal life. That doesn't mean I don't get nervous, because I absolutely do. I still hold my breath every time I hear about a crash, I still spend half my life checking updates, and I still breathe a sigh of relief when I know he's safely loaded back into the van at the end of the night.

But somehow this felt different.

Watching your husband race is one thing.

Watching your six-year-old line up behind a start tape on the grass for the very first time is something else entirely.

So, while Chris and Cruz loaded the van and headed off, I convinced myself I'd have a productive day.

The lawn needed mowing, there was laundry to catch up on, and the house needed tidying. Let's be honest, there's always something that needs doing in this house.

I told myself if I kept busy, the day would fly by.

It didn't.

My stomach was in knots from the moment they left.

I wandered from one job to another pretending I was concentrating.

In reality, my mind was somewhere completely different.

Was he alright? Was he enjoying it? Was he disappointed? Had he fallen off? Had he smiled? Had he cried?

the lawn probably didn’t even need mowing—I just needed something to do other than stare at my phone.

I don't think I've ever been so grateful for modern technology.

A little video arrived.

Then another.

A photo.

A quick message.

The funny thing was none of those messages were about results, points or where he'd finished.

They were things like:

"He's smiling."

"He wants to go again."

"He made another cracking gate."

Looking back now, I realise those were exactly the updates I needed.

Not because they told me how he'd ridden.

But because they told me how he felt.

Someone pass the tissues…

I’d spent sixteen years learning how to watch one Harris head towards a start line.

I never imagined watching the much smaller pair of boots would be the thing that finally broke me.

And yes… I did open a bottle of fizz slightly earlier than normal.

Not because I was celebrating.

But because I needed something to settle the butterflies that had taken up permanent residence in my stomach all afternoon.

People often tell you that you'll get used to it.

Maybe they're right.

Maybe one day I will.

Although if I still can't watch Cruz do a mascot lap without hiding behind the air fence at King's Lynn, I suspect I've got a long way to go before I become one of those mums calmly watching every race.

As soon as I heard the front door open, every question I'd been asking myself all day disappeared.

There was only one thing I wanted to know.

"Did you enjoy it?"

He didn't even need to answer.

His face said it long before the words ever did.

That smile was worth more than any trophy we could have brought home that day.

Because in that moment, I realised something.

We hadn't gone looking for a result.

We'd gone looking for an answer.

And we'd found it.

Since Writing This...

It's incredible how quickly things can change.

When I first sat down to write this, I was looking back on Cruz's very first grasstrack meeting and wondering whether he'd caught the racing bug.

Safe to say, we got our answer.

Since then, he's raced three more meetings and somehow this little adventure has gathered pace quicker than any of us could have imagined.

His first meeting after his debut saw him produce a flawless full maximum.

P1 – Seven rides. Seven wins.

Then came his Auto class debut at Buxton, where he finished an incredible P2.

That meeting was special for another reason too.

It was the first time I'd actually stood and watched him race.

Only one lap, mind you—hiding behind my best friend—but it was enough.

As I looked across to his little pit bay, quietly getting himself ready, I caught myself smiling.

There he was, pulling on his gloves, checking his goggles and quietly concentrating before heading to the tapes.

Nobody had ever sat him down and taught him a pre-race routine.

He'd simply spent years watching his dad.

Standing there, I realised I wasn't watching a little boy pretending to be a racer anymore.

I was watching a racer—my six-year-old son.

Most recently came Round 4—the meeting that nearly stopped my heart.

After a huge crash in practice, Cruz picked himself up, dusted himself off, climbed straight back onto his bike and went on to take another flawless full maximum. P1 – Four rides. Four wins.

There'll be another story to tell about that day.

Just as there'll be another story about the fixture clashes we've already had between father and son.

Chris couldn't be at Buxton or Cruz's latest meeting because he was racing himself.

The disappointment was real. The FOMO was definitely real.

But those are stories for another day.

For now, I'll probably spend every meeting laughing, worrying and hiding behind an air fence—or in the back of the race van.

But I wouldn’t miss watching this story unfold for anything.

One chapter at a time 💙🏁

And trust me… if Round 4 taught me anything, it’s that we’ve got plenty more stories to tell.

Photos - Team Harris / As per Watermark

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